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Around this time last week, I was in such an overwhelming state of shock at what had just happened. Cut forward seven days later, and I’m pretty much still the same, albeit slowly working towards processing it all and allowing it to sink in. Never in a million years could I have imagined meeting members of such a wonderful cast — my favourite cast — never mind the one person who means a staggeringly indescribable amount to me. But it happened. It actually did. And I feel so, so lucky for the experience, however utterly painful it may be for me to actually have to try and move on with ~real life now, when all I want to do is look at my pictures, look at my signed banner, think about Bradley and weep. (The latter part happens more than I’d care to admit, tbh.) But, no, really — last Sunday meant everything to me, as I’m sure a lot of you are aware, and I just want to say a quick, humongous thank you to every single one of you who has sent me messages over the past few days, joining in my excitement and giving me so many kind words. All your love and support during such a special time is truly, truly appreciated, and I’m so happy I’ve been able to share it with so many of you!




Anonymous :
just saw the message you just replied to, you met bradley james!? wow, super jealous! did you have a photo with him? :)

OKAY, GUYS, YOU NEED TO STOP USING WORDS SUCH AS ‘MET’, ‘BRADLEY’ AND ‘JAMES’ BECAUSE I AM RIFE WITH EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW AND I’VE CRIED SO MUCH THIS PAST WEEK AND I DON’T THINK I CAN QUITE HANDLE THE REALITY OF IT ALL HAPPENING AND IT JUST FEELS LIKE A WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL DREAM AND DKGJDH;KDFHSHJK.

Indeed, I did! If you’re following me on Twitter, it’s my profile picture on there :) (I also met Eoin, Rupert and Tom, too — pictures  with and signatures from all four of them! :D) x




Anonymous :
wait i've only just gotten online since last weekend GRACE DID YOU MEET BRADLEY JAMES OH MY GOD I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU

OKAY, IT STILL DOESN’T FEEL REAL, BUT IT’S ACTUALLY STAGGERING WHEN SOMEONE ELSE SAYS IT.

Yes. Yes, I did. I actually did. And it was the most perfect day of my life :) x




You brought us back to life, Mary. You did something I thought no one could do.